The Month Of August

Artwork of the sun shining bright, since a bright sun is the first thing that comes to my mind whenever I come across the word "August" for some reason I can't figure out.

Seeing as we’re well into the month of August, I’d like to talk about my own personal history with it. This was always a mixed bag for me. The good was that I was born in this month and on my birthday (specifically the 24), where I’d get to have a special cake and when I was younger getting to have gifts sent to me by relatives who’d also reach out to me along friends who all wished me a happy birthday. The bad came from when I was younger and getting older on my birthday that would lead me to growing up, but the main thing was knowing that I was going back to school soon with my summer vacation that I got used to being on with my own schedule that allowed me to do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted like hanging out was going to be done. I would get so angry to the point I wouldn’t even want to talk to anyone as I was so filled with misery and hostility. But I feel like what helped me get past these negative feelings about the school one was my very first time working at a job that helped keep my mind occupied and not think too much about it. Now for the birthdays and getting older I just got used to it because of it being a natural and recurring event.

Did you have a certain month where you instantly got intensely negative because of something(s) linked to it. If you have, let me know.